As we all know..there is one thing that all of girls especially have..which is "Love Sickness".
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Well today i am going to tell you more about "Love Sickness".
Haha..why am i sooo formal in taking about this..well just wanna share my story about some boys that i like since high school and now in universities..well here i go..
High School Love Story:
Well my first love is with a boy i know from "tagged"..but i know him when i was primary school..When i was primary school..i am so dumb in love..so i dont know anything about love..but back to the story..when i join facebook for a few month later..the boy that i know from "tagged" told me that he know me..and start adding me as friend..at first i just take him as well friend but then as i get to know him more, that "friend" have grown to love..*embarrassing* *cough* well continue..at never told him that i like him till now..but i get the feeling he already know about my feeling because well im an open book..i dont know how people know about it..well i told some of his friends and they told me to give up..but im not just gonna give up like that..i try asking him if he already have someone he like..n he told me:"Of course i do.I even engage to her."My heart was like stop..and i know about that when i was already in universities..I tried call some of my friends but they are to busy..except one..i try to hold myself from crying but then i was to heart broken i start crying..i cant believe i cried..but he is my first love up until now..i just cant forget about him..and on my birthday this year, i was waiting for him to wish me a happy birthday but he never wish me..another heart broken..well i just wish he is happy with his life..owh before i finish my High School Love Story let me tell you something else..I never seen his face..not ever..but still the way he treat me made me fall in love with him..
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Universities Love Story (for now):
Well now im a universities student..I study Computer Science and its hard..but i try to do my best..>w<
Now..after my High School Love Story there is someone very similar to the previous boy..I dont know how to describe him..but it just made me fall in love with him..When i was semester 2 student he begin to be nice to me and we are so close..this boy i have meet of course..he is my course-mate..and so I begin to like him until i get an information that he is in love with someone else already..another heart broken..but i try to forget and i can..but then he began to be too nice to me..i was like "how am i suppose to forget about you if you keep being nice to me!"..there was a time when i was eating with my friend and i saw him eating with the girl he fell for and i was almost cry but its good that my friend help me in covering it up..Another time when my own best friend is pouring in rain without umbrella and so did i but he came to us and shelter her more then me..my best friend boyfriend was like looking shock at him and so did i..after that i become bad mood and never talk to my best friend the whole night..but when we reach to our room in universities i told my other best friend about it and i start crying..i know it wasnt her fault he shelter her but why wasnt he aware of me..until now me and him become close friends but i can forget about him bit by bit..
so that conclude my love story..sorry if its a mess i just want to talk about my feelings here and share with you guys..i may easily like someone but falling in love is a hard thing for me..i dont know why..maybe im not ready or maybe i dont know how to truly fall for someone..Well if you have any love story that you want to share..please share it with me..maybe we can help each other this way..improve to be a better person..>w<..janne!~
