Hi again..sorry for using my blog as my life story..if you want to read it..please do..if not..well ignore it..well..i just want to tell you that i think i fall in love with him back..i mean the guy that i told story from the previous post?What to know you should read it later..well as i was i saying..i think i fall in love back with this guy..I do not know what kind of thing he cast on me but i really start to fell for him even more then before..i really did try to forget about him..but something about him that made me attracted to him..i do not know either it is a good thing or not..because my friends told me that i should not like a guy like him..but i just cannot forget about him..Girls..you know what it feels like?
So..i really do not know his agenda..because these past week he always text me..and says that he miss me..and other stuff..i am too embarrassed to tell you guys..but i really do not know what to do..A friend of mine ask me to picture it if he and i would be a couple..what will he act like to me..i say i do not know..and she told me that maybe he will ask me to always treat him or bought him a bunch of other stuff..well my friend does have a point there..but when we fall in love..all those thing just ignored right,girls?
I do not know what to do..i am completely blank right now..i do not know whether i should forget about him and find new..or keep liking him even though he may or may not like me back..I am really dying to ask him if he likes me or not..but i am just to afraid that it will effect my relationship with me..Like in the friendzone episode i sometimes watch...being rejected is so scary..the relationship that were build just gone like that..i am so afraid of that..i do not want it to end like that..well i guess that all for now..its just that..i want to let it out..i try talking to my friends but they just seems to not interested in my story..so they kinda like ignore me..its hurt but what can i do right..i just hope there is someone out there that can lean me their ear and help me in this kind of problem and at the same time be my friend..>A<..well thats all i guess..thanks for reading it..Bye..QAQ
P/S: I am so sorry that my english and the way i tell story make you confuse..sorry..YAY..
