♪ Freak ♪

I know i should be happy if my friends get better grade then me..but i somehow get jealous and that feeling turn to hate..as a friends i dont know if that is natural..i want to be better then her..because all she said to me is that she better then me..well she did not say it literally..but the way she say it make it look that way..and sometimes..the way she try to explain it to me make me look like a stupid person..and that somehow hurt my feelings but because shes my friend so i ignore it..its truely make me sad..ouh well..let just be it..maybe i need to improve myself more so that i can make her jealous of me instead of the opposite..sharing it here made my heart be at ease..bye~ ╯ε ╰

♪ Confession? ♪

Hey..Hey~
Well i sleep late last night..around 4 in the morning..wow..haha..well around 12 o'clock..the guy i once like text me..i was shock at first..but then turn to happiness to me..haha..well..we chat a lot..and i asked him if he once like my best friend..and he said noo..well i dont really believe him but well at least he tell me..and then in return he ask me a question that made me speechless..seriously speechless..he ask why my friends always says he already have me..i wanted to lie..but if laying..thats make my sin more..and so i tell him the truth..i told him i like him..and i dont know how im going to confront him later on!!
≧﹏≦..well yeah i dont like him but its still the same as i still like him ryte?wait..i dont know what i am talking about now..haha..what to do now..maybe i do still like him..but in the text..he keep saying.."its okei..dont worry..we are friends..dont be shy"and etc..omg..i cant believe i let him know about my feelings..well..for now..just forget about it..o(╯□╰)o..lets just see what will happen later..haish..

♪ Can't wait! ♪

Hi!!
I can't wait ths november hehehe..i will be going to Legoland!!!can't wait!can't wait!can't wait!!!owh and also be buying sovenir for myself of course..and my friends..i guess..hehe..and also some clothes..don't worry..i will be taking lots of picture from thr..soooo don't worry~got to go..need to think of clothes i need to talk of watch anime..hahaha..janne~

♪ Friends ♪

Hi there~
You know..a friend is someone who suppost to help you when you needed them the most..not ignoring them..well..maybe im just a burden to tht person..becuz i always ask for her help..i know she is a smart..wonderful..and loved by a lot of boys..whereas im the opposite of her..i just cant help it when it comes to tht part of me..sometimes you make me feel like i am stupid enough to understand what you are talking about..and sometimes when i try to teach you something..what i always say is always wrong..im sorry for being tht kind of person..im actually jelous of how many boys that likes you..or how smart you are..i envy you..you always have the attention you want..while im just a shadow behind you..i sometimes feel sad when you always help the boys and other of your friends..and ignore me when i needed your help the most..this is the only place i can expressed how i feel..theres no where else to turn to..i hope the burden inside me will lessen bit by bit.. 

♪ Cosplaying Here I Come ♪

Hi~
Well CF is coming soon..which is just around the coner..if u wonder wat CF is..well its a Comic Fiesta which happen once a year..from different places and that is the place where all cosplayer and otaku or even ordinary people gather together..its actually a fun place to be..but due to study and lack of time..i just havent go there yet..well this time if the CF is in Malaysia..im gonna join that CF..if i can..and also..i wanna cosplay too of course..now my only problem is finding a perfect cosplay that suit me better..still in dilema..and i just dont know what kind of cosplay should i wear..*sigh*

p/s: cosplay for muslim girl i mean..╯ω╰