♪ Friends ♪

Hi there~
You know..a friend is someone who suppost to help you when you needed them the most..not ignoring them..well..maybe im just a burden to tht person..becuz i always ask for her help..i know she is a smart..wonderful..and loved by a lot of boys..whereas im the opposite of her..i just cant help it when it comes to tht part of me..sometimes you make me feel like i am stupid enough to understand what you are talking about..and sometimes when i try to teach you something..what i always say is always wrong..im sorry for being tht kind of person..im actually jelous of how many boys that likes you..or how smart you are..i envy you..you always have the attention you want..while im just a shadow behind you..i sometimes feel sad when you always help the boys and other of your friends..and ignore me when i needed your help the most..this is the only place i can expressed how i feel..theres no where else to turn to..i hope the burden inside me will lessen bit by bit..